The desire to be a CO is still there, but there are some issues that need to be addressed. As a CO, you have been told for years that you are covered under an insurance policy only to find out you weren't. Then you are told that if you pay the organization millions of dollars, there is good probability they will extend coverage for you. All of this is happening because of possible events that either took place away from your campus or took place on your campus but outside of your direct control. Now you are being told to secure a COI from the organization, but you really need a copy of the policy to make sure it covers what they tell you it covers. Then you get to wonder if the policy has undergone revision. Being told to trust is difficult when violation of trust is what got us to this point in the relationship.