Xavier_woodstock

tell him to slow down, believe me

ok well, im 17 but i know about this, like i would say 80% of my friends are goth, and most ppl generalize on it, yes there Satanic music and such but not everythign like 10% of the goth culture has to do with the occult, what really means is making what "normal" or other ppl see as ugly they turn it into something beautiful. if you really sit down with a "goth" to talk they are really really intelligent ppl, they have a vast knowledge on Philosophy, arts and such. yes some are atheist but not cause he is goth. and if you see most Teens who are goths are for problems in the house, like divorce and such. some do drink and smoke but not cause they are goth, look at "rappers" and other kids they really do it more than goths, some of them hate it. so id say theres a lot more too what meets the eye

ok im not a new scout, im currently life rank. im from Puerto Rico, a few months back maybe a year, i quit my troop for problems and moved to another, now the problem is that i have not gone to that new troop in abotu 6 months or more, any scout related activitys either, and the things is, im losing interest BUT I DONT WANT TO! i mean i love it, i became a leader in 2 months from joinin and i was really into is. im well known in the OA and some troops. and i seriousley miss it, but when i say "ok this weekend im goin back" i never do i like say "ah no i dont want to go" and i just celebrated my 17 birthday so my time is running out, i would say all of this happened cause of music, i started playing met some ppl and i am really into music, i mean in a vast way. but i do miss the BS i miss camping and such, but i dont understand, cause many friends (scouters) say that im like this, cause i like "burned out" in the sense that i did a lot of stuff became secretary of the OA and patrol leader, working a lot, people giving me things to do, teaching a lot in the troop. and because i was goin 3743649837492 miles an hour i burned out. now i need help, like i really want to go back but why am i like this? give me a boost or something scouting friends